I'd Rather Be Reading

Copy this sentence into your livejournal if you're in a heterosexual marriage, and you don't want it "protected" by the bigots who think that gay marriage hurts it somehow.

I am me. I am here. I am alive.

I am not cruel. I am not stupid. I am not a fickle friend. I am not useless. I am not a harpy. I am not a horrible person.

I am kind. I am a true friend. I am creative. I am sweet. I am sensitive. I am talkative. I am social.

I am me.

These are the things I watch/read over and over again. I'm always finding new things whenever I do too!

My Top 5 Favorite Movies

1. The Last Unicorn
2. The Neverending Story
3. The Princess Bride
4. Legend
5. The Fifth Element

My Top 5 Favorite Books

1. The Last Unicorn by Peter S. Beagle ( are we sensing a theme?)
2. The Neverending Story by Michael Ende (No comment)
3. The Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy by Douglas Adams
4. The Last Battle by C.S. Lewis
5. Good Omens by Terry Prachett and Neil Gaiman


My Top 5 Favorite TV Series

1. Buffy The Vampire Slayer
2. Angel
3. Firefly
4. Stargate SG1
5. Stargate Atlantis


What are your favorite things? I'd love to know!

G'Morning! I'm doing pretty well today. Had a terrible migraine all day yesterday uggh.
So just in case there might be anyone out there that is reading but never friended me...

5 things about Bookwyrme

1. I'm really short. I mean really. I'm 4'9" 
2. I have hazel eyes that turn green when I'm very happy and brown when I'm sad
3. I have two younger brothers. One is 18 and the other is 20
4. I have ADD and a horrendous memory. Sometimes I think my mind is made of swiss cheese!
5. I love to read! Reading is probably my favorite thing in the world to do. Recommend Books Please!


~B~

Doing a million times better today. I actually got 9 hours of sleep and it was real sleep. YAY me!
Watched a bit of Season 1 Atlantis and just stared at Sheppard and McKay the whole time. *snerk* I'm so glad it's Friday. I have a nice an uneventful weekend ahead of me. Whope whoever's reading has a Great weekend!
~B~

I just kinda realized that the last post really makes me sound like a whiny bitca. Sorry to anyone who might read. I usually try to be a pretty upbeat person. I just really need to get some stuff off of my chest. And I'm feeling kinda down and depressed today.

ThankyouComeagain!

So. Friday was great. Had a potluck party with some friends from work and had a really fantastic time! Bear was even in a good mood all night. Fun.

Saturday, not so much. waited around all day for ANYONE (besides our one friend who is always there when he says he'll be) to show up. All day people called and said they would be by later. The three of us watched BSG for hours! Finally after the we watched the last episode it was like 7:30pm or so, and Bear was pissed. We went down to the basement and I sat down. Well... Bear decided to clean up a broken glass on the bar. (He broke it Friday night right before we went up to bed and decided to leave it until Sat) So anyway he decided to clean it up from the inside of the bar. I didn't notice right away, I was talking to our friend. Bear gets all pissy and says "No don't get up, I'll get it." in a really nasty way. So of course, me being so freaking easy to manipulate, I immediatly get up and start helping. (cause it takes a freaking TEAM to clean up one broken glass.) Since I'm up now I start moving the few dishes and stuff over to the side of the bar that the dishwasher is on. I touch a bowl to a glass by accident, not even a Clang more of a clink so now Bear says "What's the matter with you now?" I go to put the dustpan away and just anwer "nothing" I really don't want to have a fight right now. Bear apparently does. He gets really pissed and starts slamming things around says something like "Forget it" and kicks the garbage can comepletely knocking it over and dumping it all over the stairs and walks out front of the house. I just wipe my hands over my face and turn out the bar lights. Our friend by this time is really uncomfortable and tells me "Guess I'll be going now" I'm feeling so freaking ashamed at this point and really angry. I grab my purse and keys and just walk right to my car. Bear is out front saying goodbye to our friend. He tries to stop me and asks  where I'm going. 
"Out" 
"Where?" 
"Not here" 
I just make it to my car. Bear slams my rearview mirror back and punches my car near the back. I just drive away. I'm shaking like crazy. I go drive to an empty parking lot and just sit, trying to calm down.

So... I really want to start using this thing more. I've recently realized that I need to verbalize a lot of the stuff that happens in my life. We'll see how that goes!

 So I really want to be on this thing a lot more. Really. I have all these cool ideas running around in my head and No time whatsoever to do anything about them. I would love to find more time to write my stories. I even came up with a new one last night. It's kinda scifi. A little bit reminiscent of 12 monkeys (which is weird cause I HATED how that movie ended). But this story seems to be more about finding yourself wherever or whenever you are. I wish I had some time to work on my stuff. grr agh.

Current Location: here
Current Mood: creative

So Anyway. I figured I'll just type on this thing whenever I feel like it. I've got stories I'm thinking of writing, but I'm not completely sure of the safety of putting something up here. mebbe later. 

okay so. I know that nobody is here, but I figure I'll just type a bit and see what happens. I'm pretty much of a lurker on a huge amount of livejournals and sites.  I love to read stuff, I'm just a horrible reviewer. 
This kinda feels like I'm having a conversation with myself. Which reminds me of this old,old, old video game I played once. Leisure Suit Larry. There was this thing where if you just said to "talk" it would respond with something like " you talk to yourself, but almost always know what you are about to say." that always made me giggle.  What can I say, I was about 12 when I played that.

Current Mood: chipper

K. I've never done this kind of thing before. I've been reading stuff on livejournal for ages, but never actually added anything to my own. Ah well. No one will prolly ever read it anyway....

Current Mood: contemplative